The anger and hatred is there ..... No matter how hard I try to release them, it's still there.
I wish I know how to cure this anger and hatred
But apparently, for some reason, I could not do that.
The worst part, I could not let it go as I always do, put it all in writing.
Suddenly, I don’t even know how to gather all that scattered word in my mind.
I just know that the word is there, flying everywhere, and I could not pick them up.
I miss those days, ....
I miss those days, where I just can sit and talk and talk
I miss those days ……
I think I need Mia's Hug Shirt . I need a shoulder to cry on.
Phew … it’s time to put my “smiling” mask again. As someone said when I met him at the elevator yesterday, “It’s nice to see you, seems that you’re happy all the time” …..