Have you ever experienced the relationship that was beautiful which started with something that illogical, irrational, unreasonable ... (name it, the all called “so wrong”).
It happened just a couple years ago. When the called “so wrong” stop by for a moment and tease somebody’s life.
It started on the hot, euphoria, dizzy night, when the riddle, non-sense story, the flirting game start to show themselves. The night when everybody realized that it would be their last time together after shared their emotional feeling through games, ideas, and discussion.
It started through wicked wishes, where somebody played his treat and trick and the other played her wicked sense. It started through the intuitive feelings of witty person.
Another Dare Game ? Another “La vie en Rose” ? No, it is not another Dare Game nor La vie en Rose.
It’s just like a band play on the music. It’s just like a waves stop by at the beach where the signage of the visit was only on the sand. It’s just as bird stops by at my window and play their beautiful song. It’s just like the unreal happy things but left the sadness memory.
It takes a year to realize that it was just a shadow. It takes a year to realize the mistakes. It takes a year to realize that it was a wicked game. It takes a year to realize that there is no give and take. It takes a year to realize that it was far beyond what we called a “friendship”.
The all called “so wrong” but “so beautiful”. The all called “so wrong” but seems “so right”.
Another Dare Game ? Another Dare Wicked Game ?
No ….. No more…..
It takes more than a year to convince me that I was wrong. It takes more than a year to finally admitted that you're right. It takes more than a year to finally admitted that it was hurt. It takes more than a year to be able to say "thank you".