Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Living My Dream

I just received a thank you note from my friends as a replied for my Easter Greetings that I sent to them.

From all of the mail that I received, there was one mail that made me contemplated

"For me I'm living my dream, I have just been recently promoted to COO. Hope life will treating you well". That was the word that made me contemplate of my decission.

Am I living my dream now ? Does life treats me well ? ...

My living dream is to enrich myself through my career while at the same time be with my daughters. My living dream is to be with my daughters while at the same time enrich myself by taking higher education..

That is my true living dream...

For almost 13 years I try to living my dream, a dream where I enrich myself through my career while at the same time tyring to spend more time with my daughters.

So, am I living my dream now ?

2 days ago, when we passed my former company, my little daughter asked me "Did you miss your job ?"

I gave her the same answer every time she asked me the same question.

"No, I didn't miss my job, but I miss my friends, miss the discussion, miss our "gossip", miss our "talk".

Yes ... I miss that all, I miss that so badly.

So, am I living my dream now ?

Every time I saw a woman with their formal dress at the lobby of my course, I can hear my self talked within each other.

"Hey ... look at that woman, she's wearing a dress that you used to wear"; "Yeah..but I've been there and now am wearing my jeans and my T, the dress that really reflected myself"; "I bet that they just finish their meeting, do you miss that kind of activity ?"; "Actually, yes I missed that, but I've been there so nothing to be envy."

So, am I living my dream now ?

Life is about choices.

I had made my choice to quit from my job, start my own company to be with my daughters more than I used to be for almost 13 years.

So, am I living my dream now ?

Why it is so hard to answer ? Am I regretting myself ? Am I blamming myself ?

I didn't regret my decission to quit and I didn't blame myself for taking that decission.

The answer was so hard because I did not get all of my dream...; Otherwise Life's become too easy if I've got all what I want ...( a reminder that I've got from my true friend)

So, am I living my dream now ?

Yes ... I'm living my dream. GOD had given me my 1st dream, and now He is giving me my 2nd dream.

He is giving me a chance to be with my daughters more than I ever have. He is giving me a chance to myself to enrich my relationship with my daughters, while at the same time He is teaching me to see life from different angle, to be more patient to myself, to be more humble to everybody, to appreciate my time.

So, does Life treats me well ?

Yes ... for sure, Life is treating me well.

........ I'm living my dream too .. spend more time with my daughters while at the same time start progressing my own business and yes..life is treating me well......

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